Sunday, August 30, 2009

A Sad Return

B and I are back from what was a wonderful and relaxing vacation. More to come on the vacation in a future post.

Unfortunately, the rest and happiness of the vacation did not last upon our return home. We returned to a horse with a hurt foot, Jasmine with a very hurt leg and urinary tract infection, fleas everywhere, our cat Maggie missing, and our cat Tears no longer with us. It was a lot to handle in the middle of the night when we returned home.

The next day did not get better, as we finally found Maggie and she was on the verge of passing away... She passed about 20 minutes after we found her, in my arms. We have no idea what happened. It was a bizarre situation, with no clear culprit...all I know is that it rather devastated me to see her in the state she was in, and to see her take her last breath.

Maggie was a very loving cat. I talked about her back in December when I was trying to help her get better. She never did get totally better, and because of this we had to make the decision to put her outside. It was not my first choice...I'm not a fan of outdoor cats because of what can happen to them, but B and I didn't know what else to do with a cat that had the runs on the floor multiple times a day. The vet didn't know what was wrong, and nothing we tried made her better. She seemed to do fine outside, although she would often try to run back in the house. She really just wanted to be with her people and that was the most important thing to her. She did not deserve what happened to her. I miss having her run at me every time I walk out the door.

Tears was also a very loving cat. She was found before we got home and buried before we could say goodbye. What happened to her is also a mystery. She ended up outside because she had a constant sneezy nose that resulted in snot everywhere. After months of trying to get her better, we couldn't take anymore and thought she could keep Maggie company. She seemed to adapt to the outdoors much easier and didn't seem to mind it as much. Her biggest problem was that she liked to sleep under cars. She loved our dog Jem, and loved us well.

It has been very difficult for me to come to terms with what happened while we were gone. These kitties were our babies, raised from very young and we put a lot of time and effort in to them. They were so loving and probably some of the friendliest cats I've ever had. I worried the most about our animals being ok while we were gone, and I so hoped we would return to all of them as we left them. It is difficult to know that our not being here as usual could have contributed to what happened. It is difficult to know that we planned our vacation with the understanding that our friend would be staying at our farm while we were gone and taking care of the animals...only to have said "friend" leave us hanging high and dry when the time came so we had to scramble to find someone who could at least drop in to check on them a few times a day. It makes me think that taking a vacation when you have a farm is almost impossible.

I am hurting for my animals.

7 comments:

CheapbyChoice said...

I am so sorry for your losses. Pets are family members. Only pet lovers/owners can understand.

ann ominous said...

what happened to jasmine's leg!? i'm so sorry!!!

Yankee Girl said...

That is terrible and I am so sorry for you losses.

They will be with you forever in your heart.

Kathie @ my net finds said...

I'm so sorry! I know that I will worry about my Pumpkin while I'm gone and the only person I trust to keep her safe, my sister, is staying at the house with her...I'm sorry your friend let you down! :-(

Aleta said...

OMG, I'm so sorry! Here I was checking back to see how your vacation was and read this heartbreaking post. I'm so sorry. It must have been something really serious that happened for all of your pets to have been affected by this. Your friend really let you down.... *BIG HUGS*

Blue said...

you always remind me of my beloved MIL who I've always thought of as Snow White. She loves animals and the relationships she has with them. It's been a very hard year for her, having lost the last of her horses (he was her best animal friend for about 20 years. a white arabian who was beautiful!) and her dogs and her cat all followed in recent months.

they're leaving on a vacation in the morning, and she just recently started doing hens like you did. raised them from chicks and they're not laying yet, but getting close. dad told me today that she's struggling with leaving them for 2 weeks, even though they'll be cared for.

it's hard for a Snow White to go away from her animal family. I'm so sorry you've had this latest source of sorrow. They're lucky to have had you as their "mom" though. ♥

Debi Kelly Van Cleave said...

We can never leave just for that reason. I had to go up to New Jersey to visit my sick mother all by myself because there was no one we could trust (or afford) to take care of the animals.

I am so sorry for all the sad things that have happened!

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