Sigh...

I was going to write a whole long thing tonight, but just can't seem to find the desire. The traps came today. Cynder, has not. I guess I'm tired of getting my hopes up. This is the first day since she got out over a week ago that we haven't seen her. I'm tired of thinking we might finally have a chance, only to be disappointed once again. It hurts. At this point, I'll be surprised if she is here in the morning. Of course, I'll hope, but I'll probably only be disappointed again...